Wednesday, December 4, 2013


hey its been 2 years we have been together ,and day by day ,we still didn't have chance to spend time together , hangout like we used to be, although spm is over ,but still.... emm . 34 days left ,and i wish this holiday is over asap . at the same time , i wish it wouldn't . still haven't get time to teach u dota ,still don't have time for vacation ,im gettin boring more n more ,i wish i can wish what i wish

Sunday, November 17, 2013

What goes around,comes around

I started to learn about reality, dont expect it will be in movie only , sigh... What will happen in the future

Friday, October 4, 2013

Where should i go

I don't wanna put aside all of the problems. Y should i. I cant . Is it wrong fr me to feel insecure . Is it wrong for me to being such a baby sweet talker . I just want the old of us . High hope expectation . U r growing up too fast . Take a good care of ur self . Big girls don't cry anymore

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Goodluck teha

Teha.please take a really really good care of urself.i cant be there for u sorry.sorry i cant make u happy.sorry i cant help goin to tht place again.i cant keep in touch with u.just want u knows tht i love u.sorry making u more stress n sad u.take care. Sincerely hafiq

Monday, September 9, 2013

Parellel universe

I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know it's not some place you can look for, 'cause it's not where you go. It's how you feel for a moment in your life when you're a part of something, and if you find that moment... it lasts forever...

Monday, September 2, 2013


Seeking for paradise....Im not talking bout paradise afterworld! Im talking bout paradise that we can find on this earth! :) those feelings after watching "The Beach" movie...... backpacker hm


Secrets... We have a lot of secrets.theres many types of secret can be describe.theres secret that we can share only with person who u can trust,secret tht only u have to know,secret that we must not spread,secret tht we must tell and more.... Sometimes you will have to keep those secrets because it causing u to hv troubles when u tell other person(this is not what we call lying.we dont really tell someone else bout our secrets( tht is what human do) keeping secret is not lying.sometimes keeping secrets can make life go forward ,smoothly without problems tht will come when we know bout the secrets.secrets.

Saturday, July 6, 2013

Weird feeling

A day without no one makes me feel better.quite awkward at first but it feels like i need this to be my lifestyle.without family,gf,friends,video games. Theres only unknown people surrounding me. They will keep looking at u like u r very lonely ahaha. Drive my car,20km/h , searching for best mamak at ipoh, ronda2 ipoh , no idea where am i headed to,then headed to the restaurant tht nearest to my house.suddenly got texts from not really best friends and hang out with them. What a emotional hahaha

Last hope

Every night I try my best to dream,tomorrow makes it better.wake up to the cold reality,that not thing is changed.but it will happen.gotta let it happen. Thanks paramore

I'm not angry anymore

It feels like a hundred tons of whale in my mind, on my shoulder.why does it have to be me to pick this hundred shit problems.its hard to think n to decide the best way n the safest way fr u bam.u know y?bcoz u r growing up.n u think u r big enough.u need to listen to me. Coz there's only me .i don't care.i don't care,means that I care.ofcourse I care bam,maybe I'm too over protecting aha,well ,maybe this post will not be read by u,but hopefully that u can think wisely and be an independent woman someday.soon.maybe without me.I'll not show u how much I care bout u from now on.u r like caterpillar and u have change being the most freedom butterfly . take a good care of urself . Please do.

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Dear My Love

she is adorable,she is a lil bit clumsy,she is a sensitive person,she is a bookworm,she is a very good person,she is a girl that like flowers too much,she can be too serious sometime,she likes mcfly,she likes to wake me up everyday,she always right ,well.....although sometimes wrong,she always win when fight with me,she likes to hug(very much) ,she can be cruel sometimes,she can be the most nice girl in the world tht i'v ever known,she likes too blablablabla to me,she is a very soft-hearted,she dont likes crowded too much,she dont likes chili sauce,she hates carbonated drinks,she likes sour food,she only can eat burgers and fries with tomatoes sauce,she dont likes high heels,she likes to take pictures(anytime,anywhere),she can watch THE AVENGERS for a thousand times,she likes to laugh of her own jokes,she likes CATS!!! much! ,she have her own aslan ,she is not really friendly,too choosy,she likes 9 gag-ing! she likes to help people,she is a very patient person,she doesnt play video games,well......not really in to it ,she likes babies,she likes me :p ,she likes clouds,she likes piano and really likes to play it,she likes alice in wonderland movie,she likes howard hughes(ehem ehem),she likes romantic movies......and horor too,she likes to following me(anywhere),she is perfect,she is a shy person,she can be a really hyper-active person,she is deeply in love with me,she wanna marry me someday,she likes cakes! ,she likes singing in her room,she likes to baking,she can cooks! ,she knows how to drive a car ,she hates surprise,she likes to beat me,oh oh and bites me! ooooops aha ,she doesnt have many friends, she loves to travel,she is not a gigger ,she likes to pinch me,hates accounts subject,she cant stop from missing me,she knows everything :p ,she knows me very well,she likes paramore's song(hate to see your heartbreak) ,she cant take a very good care of herself,she is matured enough(maybe),she wants freedom! ,she likes to laugh,which is i likes it very much,she likes cartoons,she likes sherlock holmes movies! ,she is not very good when lying,she cant keep secrets coz i know her very well,she likes to be a really woman that really self-reliant,she hates DOTA,she likes to tweetssssssss,ohhhhh she likes to check in(foursquare) everywhere she goes! ,she likes to teasing around,she can be a really annoying person,shes cute! ,she likes to hm , k ,haaa ,baby! , she is my bestfriend ever,my girlfriend,my love,my bambam,my stalker everyday,my future wife,my puncher(im the punching bag) ,my everything,my shining starsssss,my counsellor,ILOVEYOU,im not a sweet talker k? nurfateha binti shamudin ahmad.forever and always be dude :p

Sunday, May 19, 2013

She is so cute,and now she is too mainstream hmmmmm

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Expensive , fascinating